There are thorns everywhere, but along the path of vice, roses bloom above them.
-:Marquis DeSade:-
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To understand the power of submission, one must first understand what being a submissive means, where it comes from and how it is expressed.
True submission is something that comes from deep within a person and is an essential part of their nature. It is something expressed from the soul and as
such, it goes much deeper than the mere physical/sexual act of offering oneself to a Master for pleasure. A person can behave in a submissive manner but this is
not the same as being "a submissive".
To offer oneself completely and utterly to another, to surrender all choice and
"power" requires an exceptional inner strength. High self esteem and a knowledge
that, in order to relinquish power to another as well as the understanding that
one must possess, inner power is essential.
Embracing and expressing my submissive nature has given me the most powerful
opportunities to find the deepest levels of trust, power and the intimacy that
can only arise from the bond of a Master and sub. It is the ultimate expression
of balance, the archetypal opposition of Yin (the receptive principal) and Yang
(the active principle). Both sides being perfectly equal, yet forming a perfect
whole.
As a submissive, my goals are to come before my Master as an empty chalice to be
filled.....or a blank canvas to be painted....formless clay waiting to be
moulded.
Through this exchange, I know that I will become more than I was before....the
Master takes the raw material, or the blank canvas or the raw gemstone and
brings out the inner lustre. In this experience, what many misinterpret is that
they assume the Master imposes his will upon the sub and she becomes whatever he
wants her to be. I would disagree....to me, the Master brings out the qualities
of submission in a more pronounced way. Rather than being told to "act" in a
submissive way, it is the submissive's role to remove veil after veil until who
she becomes is the perfect reflection of devoted service and in serving her
Master, she finds an inner joy and balance that comes from knowing that with
each veil removed, each boundary crossed, she becomes more of who she already
is.
Magic Touches
I値l close my eyes and dream you値l whisper in my ear
I listen to each word compounded in a thought
The love you have to give forever I have sought
As you lie close to me your love is what I feel
With each and every breath this fantasy is real
I値l listen carefully your mesmerizing tone
Assures me that with you I値l never be alone
And as you hold me close I値l melt within your arms
I listen to your words absorbing all your charms
No words could justify these feelings that are true
But you can plainly see I need to be with you
Abundancy of love is what I had to give
To you and you alone until I cease to live
